Whether I want to write about it, is an entirely different matter.
Or rather, whether I will write about it.
I know right. This is already sounding pretty harsh.
I would just like to start off with the fact that I’m having a bad tuesday. A really really awful Tuesday. You know what comes after Tuesdays? Yeah, that’s right, Wednesday! The worst day of the week! What’s even worse is that Wednesdays are always so much worse than Tuesdays, so I can’t even begin to imagine what tomorrow brings.
Anyway, back to the ranting to myself.
Lets just take a moment to look at ourselves. Speaking as a girl, I have observed that girls really like to think that they are something totally different from any other girl. They like to think that they think differently, that they act differently and that they like different things. I would like to point out to you all that we are not as different or as unique as we would like to be.
We are all ‘special’ and ‘different’ in so many ways, but people keep on forgetting that we are all the same, really. Sometimes, people like to think that they ‘observe’ more than everyone else. Well, you don’t. You may see different things, you may understand different things to anyone else but that does not make you especially observant! You need to stop thinking that being yourself has to be something totally different from everyone else, because that is impossible! You don’t!
Another thing that really bugs me is that sometimes I find that people try to understand things that they really can’t understand. They try to almost rank things that don’t actually apply to them, if that makes sense? They try to label things that make them who they are. It’s almost like they want people to see the worst of them. Almost like they want pity.
I can’t say I’m a particularly open person, but I have never been able to understand why you would pretend to be something that you are not. Referring back to my earlier point (difference), I feel that people are trying to make themselves unique by advertising negativity. In my opinion, this is the wrong way to go about it, especially if you are creating feelings you’ve never actually felt.
Understanding is apparently difficult. I have never really had this problem, but I have been told that it is. From observation, it seems that people will try to be difficult to understand, but will complain about people not understand them. This makes literally no sense to me. If you actually told me the full story like i asked you to and stopped mumbling, I might actually understand what the fuck you’re saying.
In conclusion, people watch too many movies and base their lives around them.
Also, sorry if this offended anyone… :/
I can’t find my incredible hulk t-shirt anywhere! It must be here somewhere but i just can’t find it :( It has ruined my Tuesday.
But, on the bright-side, I just had a yummy steak. Katie likes steak even if she has to eat it like a pig cause it’s so yummy :3
It is a tuesday night, and what is there to do on a tuesday night? nothing!
I could do something productive, but I’m procrastinating and refuse to do anything that might take any amount of effort!
Maybe I’ll just chill out and listen to Ben Howard and maybe throw in some James Vincent McMorrow. They’re both awesome by the way, just incase you didn’t already know.
I think I’ll go sing soulful songs in the shower, ‘cause I can.
p.s. I’m doing my art project on anime movie posters (Studio Ghibli to be precise). I’m excited :3
I have decided I will allocate this day to playing my darling mandolin. It needs some loving.
I’ve been meaning to do this for weeks and now I’m finally going to go and make myself some bloody good pancakes. It is indeed Valentines day tomorrow. I actually care so little I only just realised. I think I’ll just ignore it being Valentines day and just enjoy my Tuesday. I like Tuesdays.